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Originally Posted by Idiot17
I can definitely relate to what you've said. Feeling guilty of thinking about yourself......endlessly doing things only for others......Putting aside your goals to please others....telling your mom that you want to get your own life the way you want it......
In those regards I'm pretty much in the same boat. Stuck the same way. It helps me knowing that I'm not the only one feeling such, hope it helps you as well.
Good luck (((((nat))))  |
Oh god, it's so good to know I'm not alone. I just wish there was a button you could push to make everyone understand where you're coming from, a button to fix it all.
I just feel like I'm standing in a room with no windows, no doors and I'm trying to breathe. It's horrible...
I can't just sit down and talk to my parents, it doesn't fix anything and they don't understand what I mean. They've always thought of me as a martyr, I'm the black sheep, no matter what.
It's such a tricky situation and there's no way out of it, it's driving me nuts.