Hi TJ, OK everything
isn't futile, you have had points where you've been doing
really well!!
I know those points probably seem distant and to have lost a lot of meaning right now, but they
have meant something/they
do mean something. And you know you've come through these feelings before, right? And they
are getting less.
So hang in there with us

And maybe at least
consider writing down your thoughts/feelings for the staff there if telling them is too hard?? But regardless
thank you for sharing with
us...........and if you want to talk.............

Alison