i imagined you weighing like 110 or 115 pounds or less but thats my imagination right.

im 5'2. so i look pretty heavy.

i dont mean to hurt anyone. really i dont. but the truth is. . . i AM horrified and disgusted with myself. a lot. ieven thought today about going on a 0 calorie diet until further notice. i just hate it. alot BECAUSE i used to be 105 pounds. and the ONLY reason i gained was because during a 7 month period of haldol injections. ugh man makes me really sad...