Hi, I am sorry you are going through this, but I will commend you for still being able to work. I am bi-polar manic. I also have chronic obstructive pulmonary disease. I am on SSD. I was awarded it on both diseases. There are times that my mind races (manic) and it feels like a whirlwind. I live by myself, but I do have friends I can call and family, but they dont' really understand the mania. I have one friend that says, Pam, hang on a minute, I need to turn the volume down on my phone, you are talking to loud, which I didn't know until she brought it to my attention. I hope you are feeling what is normal for you by now. Pam