We did through out the pregnancy. And we waited until right at 6 weeks. Another tmi but I did whatever he wanted when he wanted it when I couldn't do anything. I'd tell him even before this that whenever he wants something I WANT to. I even offer all the time.

He did say "what do you think I did before we got together?" I said I didn't care what he did before we got together 7 years ago. It was that long ago so I don't care what he did before. But now my self conscious has gotten so much more within the past 5ish years but even more the past week because of it.

I'd like to talk to him more about it actually so maybe I could feel alittle better but he's tired of hearing about it. And I'm afraid he's just going to get pissed off and leave.

I know he loves me but I just find it hard to believe that he said he wouldn't watch porn again and just look at what we have...