Thank you 4 responding.@ richeye,I am not on any medication .I just got back from the doctor and i was diagnosed with HIgh Blood Pressure,and i think its because of the stress caused by This HOCD thing coz its always on my mind 24/7.i have also been having wierd dreams lately in which i am friends with transsexuals and wanting to have sex with.i tried to reboot but only went up to 4days pmo free.i am not attracted to girls @ the moment and its killing me but i still get the strange heartbeat wehen i see the girl i have had a crush on for the past half a year(dont know if that makes sense).i am getting impatient with this hocd and feeling a little suicidal.i really need advice on overcoming this HOCD and porn addiction.i cant afford proffessional help so i 'd very much appreciate it if you dont suggest any and any medication.HELP!!!