I'm doing Ok. Managing to cope with being alone even though it's a very short period of time while my husband's at work. I just wish we brought in more money, so that I could do things that were meaningful to me while he was working, such as taking an art class, tennis lessons, or just buying my own art supplies. It's hard to feel good about yourself, when you're not doing things that are meaningful to you. I'm so thankful for meds. I've never understood why people would want to stop taking them. I don't remember some of my last trip to the hospital, but I do wonder if during that time, I may have refused my meds because I didn't think I was hallucinating and maybe meds. would make me see things as they weren't??? That's the only thing I could understand, if that's what I did. I would like to understand where others are coming from though with this.