It has been a while since I have posted or even visited here, I was feeling nervous but good. I got married in June, went to Europe for a month traveling through four countries with my new husband, and we are currently fixing up a house to move into. He just began working again since he had the summer off. I quit my job to move and have nothing to do during the day besides work on the house. I was hoping that all this wouldn't affect me too much but it most definitely has. The worst has been the creeping sense of loneliness along with not wanting to be with anyone because its too exhausting. I am just posting because I don't want to worry my husband or be a drag to anyone so this is a good outlet.