Rough day at work. By now everybody at work has either pegged me as sick or crazy. I get talked about or I get treated like a 5 year old. I am told "don't freak out today." My migraine headaches are improving but in order to get any relief from the migraines my doctors have had to increase my Topamax to the maximum safe dosage. I am starting to experience weird side effects. I feel dizzy, drunk, forget things. I get nauseated. I can feel my cognitive and intellectual ability slipping. I really don't want to become a disability case. One good thing, I am so sick and goofy I don't pay that much attention to all the nasty attitudes anymore. My best friend even mouthed off to me today.

The head doctor at work has had a nasty attitude with everybody. He barely talks to me anymore which I suppose is good because he talks to everybody else like trash. Maybe, like everyone else he can tell I am sick and he is cutting me a little slack by not yelling at me. Nobody is happy at the office.