are you close enough to any of your friends. ive been open with my parents with mixed results. both my partners during my bouts of depression have been very supportive as have two of my really good friends. if you have a friend that you can confide in to help you I would really go that route. after cutting myself up I sent a picture to a friend of mine at 4 am. i got a text back 5 mins later saying on the way.

if there is no one to take you. go by urself to an impatient. i did this as well. it was a very hard decision to make. because at that point you feel you have no one and you are all alone. but you arent. you still have urself. as cliche as that sounds. and thats all you really have in life. going impatient feels like you have failed or that you are on the brink. but its not. it is a way of getting help. it is positive.

i think my parents didnt know what to do and they thought it was their fault. i know my mom looked at me like she was guilty of something and my dad stayed away from me for a long time. but i thought about it a lot and realised they didnt know how to deal with it. im not sure if its the same with your parents. you seem to communicate more to them your needs then I have with my parents.

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