I think my parents and family don't. Unfortunately I don't really have any friends that would do that for me. I'm scared to just go to put myself in the hospital leaving all ends loose. I have a condo, new car I just bought, etc, etc. I know these things aren't as important as my life but with how many family has been how will I catch myself when everything falls as a result?

They haven't shown me they would be there and I'm not sure they would. I do know all I have in this life is myself but when I can't hold myself up what do I do?

I would consider intensive out patient but I feel it would have little effect. It's worth a try but I don't have the energy to move at a pace carrying treatment and work.