It's triggered me. I was already in a pretty bleak/dark place before hearing of his death, but then I noticed jealousy creeping in... I am having a difficult time reading anything about it, though my newsfeed is filled with tributes. I had to stop going on social media for much of the day (I check briefly but don;t spend more than a few moments a day there today). I've actually ended up contacting crisis chats more in the past 24 hours because of this than I have in the past month.
He was my all-time favorite comedian, so the news of his passing was difficult at that level, but add in the layer of my own sui thinking and jealousy at his success, and it's been really, really difficult to hear about. I did promise my T I would be safe till our next meeting though...
Anyway, yeah, totally relate.