i love my T. i wonder how he would respond if i told him that. its not a sexual or romantic love.

i feel that T has strong feelings for me. i hesitate to say that he loves me. because well i just dont know.. but i do know he cares a lot. i feel like T would not tell me he loves me because of what happened with my former therapist. honestly i feel like i wouldnt want him to say it either. i believe i would find it triggering.

he knows that he means a lot to me. because i have said that a couple times to him.

but still i wonder what he would say if i said the word love