Alright, so I haven't been on in awhile...here are the thoughts that stood out to me as I read through the roll call entries:

Newtus-we are about the same height (I'm 5'2'') and within 5 lbs of each other. I weighed 104 in July of 2012, before starting zyprexa, almost the same as your starting weight. So we have similar stories as far as weight gain is concerned. I just wanted you to know that you're not alone. I find that it is very difficult for me to lose weight at a noticeable pace, but I do consistently lose a little bit each day by following a diet of 1400 Calories and exercising for 30 minutes (eliptical, bike, etc) 4 times a week. I managed to keep my weight in the 130s for months doing that...then I stopped and gained again.

Please do not starve yourself. You will seriously damage your body. And any weight you lose you will gain right back. I don't think 5'2'' 145 is anywhere near fat, though I understand how you feel because I feel fat sometimes due to the rapid weight gain, even though I know I'm still at a normal or almost normal weight.

Sometimes-Abilify really sedated me every time the dose was increased, but I found that I adjusted to the sedation within a few days. After enough time had passed, I took 15 mg without feeling more tired than I usually do.

Amazing-I'm sorry about how difficult it is for you to go to school everyday, knowing that they are trying to mind-control you. Keep posting here; we'll continue to support you. It's hard being so young and having these symptoms. I had my first major episode at 12, so I know what it is like.

Everyone-interesting theory on psychosis developing as a way to escape reality. I think there may be some truth to that, though sometimes the realities I created in my head are more terrifying than the realities that everyone else experiences, with demons and stuff.

Anyone I missed-sorry! I do care...