Hello, Choisen123, and welcome to Psych Central! I certainly think you are depressed, too. I encourage you to see your family doctor to get checked out. Tell him/her what you have told us.

I am bipolar, so I sometimes get depressed. I take meds and see a therapist.

You might want to post in the Work and Career forum about your work issues. I suspect some folks there will understand.

I hope you feel better soon.