I don't know how to deal with my emotions. Two of most horrible people I know have relationships. Knowing there past in relationships I would say they don't deserve to be in one but...whatever... I tried to play the good guy role and my ego/feelings gets smashed. I see this woman at my work I want to talk to(Well...get with) because...she used to talk to me (More like walk by chit chat). But now she doesn't say nothing. Someone reached out to me and I was shy as always.

I feel as if the rest of the world is ignoring me. And I have only my best friend and family. How come there is so much injustice in the world? I escape into my music to cope with my feelings. But I can only think about the future. Will I be alone? Why can't I talk to women like most guys? Play the game of mind.