I looked on my university website and suppose the best path is for me to try and see a counselor or psychiatrist at the university. I have no one to blame but myself...but I've been really lacking the confidence and energy to get anything done...I've waited until the last moment when I realistically should have gotten my university things done back in May or June. I feel so negative about myself and what makes it worse is before my relapse this year, I was doing really well for myself in trying to finish my studies while working and living on my own. Now I feel like everything has turned completely upside down in my life and I can't grasp any of it.