I feel so ill this morning I hate the mere thought of going in to work. I feel nauseated. I feel weak. I miss the days when I felt healthy. I dread the attitudes and the workload I am going to face. I feel trapped. I really want another job. I always say I am going to apply for another job and by the time I finish my 10-11 hour work day I am too ill and exhausted to look for another job. I am tired. I am sinking. My hope is fading.