Yes, actually last year he said that he didn't remember anything from that time (so quite few years) but since the family got to know about other csa incidents he started thinking that maybe his "sick" dreams were not dreams but maybe it did happen, so he shortly apologized and said that I don't have to worry about anything, he'll repair our relationship and it will be great again... Yeah, sure like if he could do that without my willingness...

No one else knows so at least i don't have any problem with their believing me or not, so I'm sorry that you have to go through this...

PS. Sorry, I deleted the above post as I recalled that it could be very easily found in google...