Thanks a lot for sharing! I do not know if you have depression as a mental health condition or if this is just temporary but in case it is just a temporary condition I would like to say that we are immerse in a culture that cannot manage sadness. Often people do not respect you when you are sad, they want to "fix" you, they don't listen to you, really. Ok thank you for reading my replay, I wish you the best and hope you keep posting here, this a good place with good peers who are teaching me by sharing their experiences