I wish you the best... I'm trying to pull myself out of a 8 week hole of hell..... therapists and other people were encouraging me to do outpatient because my psych of 2 years is a worthless clown imo.... by act of god (yes I truly believe that) I called another place they got me in the next week... couldn't believe they was still pushing these meds on me and I'm currently adding one med and getting off a few others.. cannot wait to be off them.... called yesterday and the dr actually talked to me for like 15 minutes..... this is what you need... a personal advocate for you.... therapy etc.... therapists. A good one will goto bat for you.. help your parents (if there's anything that will make them get on board it would be a therapist most likely. .. I wish you luck.... I'm hoping to see the light of day soon... been very rough. . Feel your pain