The pain in your words comes through so clearly to me...hopefully someone will choose you...depression, for me, makes me feel very unworthy and very useless. Anyone might choose you because you're human too, and likely have some good qualities...we all have at least one...it's just this darn disease that tricks us into thinking that we don't amount to much of anything to anyone...

In response to your three questions in the signature -
I'm a husband and a father
I'm afflicted with depression
I don't want to live this way