Ok my turn!
My heart sunk, its horrible that you feel that sad and lost to resort to death. How lonely he must have felt. That pit of darkness sucks you down, Ive been there to many times.
As an actor, yeah his stuff was/is great. As a person, I never knew him, I cant judge. I will not cry over a person I dont know.
Now I pray for his family. Looking for answers and questioning how they could have made a difference at the time. Feeling guilty that they left him alone and if they only knew how bad it really was at that time. The "if only" and "I should have" and "why didnt I" and "If I only would have". They are lost right now. They need prayers.
Im angry at the public who is more absorbed how he died, with what he did it with, and who found him. Laying flowers at his house and star is fine. Do it and leave, give the family space. Report something else in the world other this his death. Stop glamorizing it.
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I asked God to keep me safe from my enemies, now half my friends are gone.
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Bipolar I
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Lamictal-100mg
Effexor-225mg
Trazodone-100mg
propranolol 80mg
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