i am having a good day because my dads off from work today. he usually gets 2 days off but this week only 1. sucks but im having fun with him. ive been laughing and smiling so much today. im having a good time. i havent taken my meds but 1 time but ive been happy for awhile. but no paranoia today. i did have it all week but not when my dad is home because i feel like his presence protects me somewhat. and him too.

but i think my paranoia might flare up tomorrow.

i am still under a lot of stress with my family problems and its been flaring up my illness but not too bad yet.

a little voices today but not bad.

how long til not taking my meds kick in fully?