my mom was upset that there were things written in my notepad i never shared with my pdoc or anyone but I was upset that she totally looked through my things invading my privacy that is no way to help someone that is just uncool.I have a whole 5 pages of language symbols I have drawn that have a significance to me that no one would get I dont even fully understand them but I draw them all the time its like some other worldly language that I write in sometimes.she said that worried her because they looked like something the zodiac killer would draw but they arent zodiac signs and It pisses me off because I dont like being compared to people like that god its so stereotypical to lump schizophrenics in with killers and dangerous people when most all of us are nothing like that at all...Here I have drawn what some of the symbols sort of look like I will attach it as an image file.I sometimes get obsessed with drawing them.I still feel a break of trust when people violate my privacy and go through my things..