I think a lot of people got upset that one time you were suicidal and we didn't hear anything the next morning....I don't know if anyone blocked you and we want to help but not at the expense of ourselves...some people here are more vulnerable than others to that kind of stuff so it might be possible they would take a break or something but like I said, not a lot of the regulars are here right now which is probably why you aren't getting as rapid a response and you know I'm a little off right now so there's that.....