My personal beliefs and opinions change and I don't know what causes the change sometimes. Sometimes when in conversation, conflicting thoughts run around in my head and I am not sure which one is right. Sometimes I am confused which way to present to my therapist. I need her to define the tone if u know what I mean. Around people I have an angry default presentation that hides that I don't know what I feel or think at all. It's painful for me. In relationships I switch back and forth between mainly what I think is two personalities and I can authentically feel each one. I think you should explain your symptoms to a professional and see what they think.