I go through this everyday when I am depressed (and sometimes when I am just extremely anxious). Normally my house is clean and straightened (well as much as it can be with 3 small kids) but when I am depressed, like now, it is a pig sty and I am terrified, terrified, to clean it. And it's inexplicable.
My mom always tells me to focus on one thing at a time. So maybe you could stack them all up and wash a few then walk away, wash a few more, then walk away. Or maybe, if you are depressed, you could explain that to your husband (if he doesn't realize) and he may want to help you. I feel guilty for how much my husband does around the house when I am like this (I am a stay at home mom and he works also) but I simply cannot function well enough to do it on my own. I don't know how I'd survive without him. Sorry I don't have more/better advice but I want you to know you are not alone. Minus the details, this thread could have been written by me.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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