I will in the letter..

I just do not know how to even apporce this kind of thing with her with all that is going on..

and I have not even told her what kind of things are going on in my life
so it makes it hard on me and my faince but God is there adn so are all of you..
so I will try to keep my head held high, and go forward one step at a time and ect..

Thank you sky..

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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die