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Old Aug 13, 2014, 09:53 PM
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Originally Posted by Lillybird90 View Post
my mom was upset that there were things written in my notepad i never shared with my pdoc or anyone but I was upset that she totally looked through my things invading my privacy that is no way to help someone that is just uncool.I have a whole 5 pages of language symbols I have drawn that have a significance to me that no one would get I dont even fully understand them but I draw them all the time its like some other worldly language that I write in sometimes.she said that worried her because they looked like something the zodiac killer would draw but they arent zodiac signs and It pisses me off because I dont like being compared to people like that..its so stereotypical to lump schizophrenics in with killers and dangerous people when most all of us are nothing like that at all...Here I have drawn what some of the symbols sort of look like I will attach it as an image file.I sometimes get obsessed with drawing them.I still feel a break of trust when people violate my privacy and go through my things..
when i lived with my mom she would read my journals behind my back. then get super worried and call me about it. this was when i was doing a lot of heavy drugs. so i would be at a party and she would call and be all concerned. that made me mad then, but when i look back now i just know that i wasnt open with my mom then and she was just really worried about me. i dont condone going thru someones personal things without asking though.
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