i worked 4 to 10 today. it went way better than monday. i met with 'other' T this morning and was really stressed about having to work today. other T said i seemed distant and asked me if theres something im not telling him. i wasnt hiding anything and i told him that. i think i was just really stuck in my head about going to work. anyway i ttexted my T and told him that i was afraid of going to work cuz i didnt want to get paranoid again. and it was stressing me out. he said to take prns with me to work. so i did and i took one when i got there and everything was good!!! i didnt get paranoid at all!!! yay!!