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Originally Posted by Beachboxer
I came on here today because I'm so upset about his death. Both he and Philip SH were also addicts. I had met them both and completely ID with that pain. I found out recently that I have CPTSD and the stats for this combo are high..It frightens me - I remember ideations and the difficulty controlling it. TELLING someone and getting to the hospital has worked in the past. But as I get older ... I wonder if I will always fight so hard.  |
I know what you mean about the stats. Personally, I think because he had fought for so long, he just couldn't do it another day. I don't think that's anything unusual. I was also sad about Phillip and Heath Ledger, Cobain, and the list goes on (sadly) 
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Schizoaffective disorder/mood disorder with psychotic features (depending on who you ask), OCD.
Seroquel 300mg a day and 25mg prn
Lamictal 400mg a day
Neurontin 1200mg a day
Zoloft 300mg a day
Cymbalta 60mg a day
Nuvigil 325mg a day
Ativan .5 prn
Prazosin (for nightmares) 4mg a day 
Additional dx: cluster migraines, celiac, hypothyroid, anemia, gyno issues and the list goes on......
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