I do understand where He might have been that night.. Especially if he was untreated for his Depression/BiPolar whatever. He didn't need to be drunk. I have struggled for 18 yrs that I know of. I am 58 now. I stopped drinking and went into a severe depression that never completely abated. Some meds worked for a while, then I tried others - rapid cycling etc. Then CPTSD & memories came. All the while tho - I have fought this pain..knowing deep inside (without an attempt or plan) that eventually if it kept up and I felt that I could not improve or work at improving anymore.. that is how my life will end. My PDoc is aware & I go in and out of it. I keep working on myself. I am sure that is what Robin did. I tho became unable to keep up my Type A workaholic mask and isolate until I have a good day. I suspect he did too. I met him a few times.Nice sincere man. Humble too. Pain is pain & we do our best.