hi!

I don't know what to do with my life.
I just finished a degree at university and studied a combination of things that doesn't clearly suggest a specific career. there are things I can do well and I know about a lot but it is nothing useful in economy. don't really want to go in further detail.
it's not that I haven't been thinking about what I might do later but it all turned out differently. one career I would like is very very hard to get and it will take years of hard work without money. then I tried something else which I thought all these years I've been studying that it would be the thing to provide money. but I learned quickly that my skills aren't that appreciated and the job isn't fun but only frustrating. half a year I came home crying from doing that. (while studying).
I had a difficult time on and off work since then. during the time I slipped into depression, that's why I am on this forum. and now I don't know if there will be anything in my life again that seems meaningful work wise. I don't think so.
all these years of hard work at school and university I spent to get prepared for **** I hate doing. and now I'm stuck with it for the rest of my life.

does anyone have any idea how to find out what you want to do with your life? (if your original plans don't seem feasible)
-sure there are things I like and I am gifted at but I just won't get payed for them.