It helps to hear others have gone thru this too. My dd asked this morning if she could tell her friend. Ugh... I feel really bad about myself for it. At least dd and I hugged this morn.

I guess I just feel so overwhelmed at times. Parenting in our culture you are not allowed to be human. You have to be perfect. I am most definitely not perfect. Can't focus at work today, don't want to be here.