It's possible with the full blown mixed episode. I just know I'm seething with rage and very tearful. I'm jumping from rage, despair, rage despair every few minutes.

My regular family doc said he doesn't feel comfortable prescribing me anything like that because he doesn't know much about mental disorders.
I've called other nearby physicians and they're booked up for weeks.
I'm at a loss with it really. Guess all I can do is deal with it until they can get me in.