Ha, been there - my ones go; nothing I do goes right so I feel guilty and disappointed, other people are so much better than me so I feel a failure and inadequate, what have I achieved - not as much as I wanted perhaps so that makes me etc, etc? and so on and on for quite a long time.
I am never quite sure what to think about this, if I asked anyone they would say I was exaggerating, had unrealistic expectations, there was no evidence to justify what I think, and so what? They have a good point and although I find it hard to truly believe them I do often end up laughing rather ruefully.
The crunch question for me is 'what actually would make me good enough for the world'? I am lost for words.
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