I am going to Northern Arizona University and the 25th is my first day :-) Im just not sure if Im going to fit in socially, I dont drink or smoke. I find parties in general kind of overwhelming. Crowds make me feel claustrophobic. Sometimes I think people are going to see me as a "wet blanket" type person lol. At the same time I think I am smart and nice to people, the friends I have made in my hometown seem to think so to. I can have fun with other people. But I find small talk sometimes difficult to initiate, which confounds me because I have plenty of interesting thoughts, and when I go to write a paper for school I have no problem writing pages of my opinions on the topic. People always ask me why Im so quiet, like Im hatching an evil master plan over here (maybe I am)I want to make some friends and I think I could if I could overcome some of my awkwardness but I am clueless how