lol thanks for ur help ladies..... but I just did some exposure therapy....

I watched the first ten minutes of "Queer as Folk", and lets just say... i dont feel so gay!

Homophobic as I may sound, watching the guys on the gay scene didnt really excite me. And when it got down to the dirty stuff.... I wasnt aroused at all, I was quite sickened.

As I said, I dont mean to sound homophobic, from my experience, Ive learnt to respect gay people, see them as what they are and fellow people no different from you and me.

Altho knowing my luck, im probably gonna be all anxious again tommorow.

thankyou anyway, youve been great help.
hugs lovely ladies

Altho I think my diagnosis is OCD. Ive gathered that I always look into things too much. I always have, and if my OCD is the cuase, Ill learn to live with it.. I suppose I should move to the OCD section now....