Thanks for all the advice. I have felt like this for months now. The crock pot I used, like, two months ago has been rinsed out but I STILL have not actually cleaned it! I don't know why but the thought of cleaning it actually terrifies me and I'm afraid to tell my husband this because I'm afraid that he won't understand or will get angry with me for not being able to do one simple task. To top things off my son goes three days without a bath sometimes because I am too terrified of him drowning to put him in the water and when I do the baths only last like five minutes. The fear has been getting worse and worse the more I have dreams about him drowning and I can't seem to shake the fear that he will drown in the bathtub. Maybe I mentioned that in my original post? I'm not sure... I will try the timer method and then the disposable dishes when they are done. Just explain to my husband that dishes cause me too much anxiety.