Thanks Peanut. Actually I am not all that frightened at the moment. I am positive when I call my T tommorrow she will know what to do. I can float until then. I am safe. There is no need to worry about my physical body. I have no desire to hurt it at this point. I think I will be ok. I just have to see what happens. I have some connection with my body now, though it is a bit tenuous. My mind has been blissfully blank. At work I just moved from one ocupation to the next, there was no connection to what I was doing and no need to do anything else. Wonderful for the stress level. Just in the moment. It feels odd.
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying