hey. yeah... living in little kid time i think. i ended the last email with 'i feel abandoned'. he hasn't replied. i've been feeling really upset about that. really upset. i only sent that yesterday afternoon. sigh. give him a chance.

he did say to me that it could take him a few days to respond to emails (this was in our last session). i don't know how many emails he was envisaging my sending. maybe he was thinking about three (one a week) or something like that. in that case maybe he won't even check his email for another few days (if he responds immediately i guess he could be thinking he will still be responding within a few days).

i guess it is possible that his hands are rather fuller than he realised too. he just isn't getting the time and / or isn't having the mental and or physical energy to be checking and / or responding to his emails.

it is hard though. kt feels very upset. called him today. he had the answer phone on horray! hearing his voice was really very soothing for me. but stupid me called from my cell. so now he will have me pop up in his missed calls list. darned it. i kinda want to call again... must be careful not to harrass.