Hey peeps, I really avoided this forum bc before it was so contentious. But things seem to have changed.

I'm really struggling, went into a psychosis 3 yrs ago and was diagnosed with bp and PTSD. Things haven't been the same since the psychosis. I struggle with paranoia more now than I ever did in the past. I just started taking risperdal again to deal with it. I've been on the non weight gainers, but I get really bad akathasia with them. Yesterday I was about to end it, but I decided I needed extra help and started the risperdal disoablevible again...it sucks, already feeling really hungry and eating more. I just hate having this disorder....