It makes me, feel weird, that my prior therapists used him as a prime example of a survivor of mental illness back then. I mean they can't predict things like this, but how my therapists viewed mental illness. They have been very neglectful and that man is a good man he lived life the best of his abilities. I commend him for that and that would the only reason I was compared to him I'll accept. He is no coward and no failure, loss is loss. He and I have been there. No one should be in his shoes, and I think the beauty the air is changing, he has shown an obvious and strange light that mental illness in a normal damaging painful setting for everyone who has experienced this, but very real in the sense. Anyone can relate, he's shown that it's a wake up call to really give everyone a hard look on mental illness. He was fighting this a lone like a lot of us including myself on many mental illnesses. I am one and the same, so I only feel empathy and I love him more as a human, because he only wanted people to smile. This is sad, damn sad especially for me. My heart sank, it's like losing a loved one. I never handled death well ever, but I have to say he's made me smile more than his comedy, his smiles and his way of life reminds me how I like to make the smallest and hardest parts of life comfortable. You have my all my condolences and respects.