hmmmm... lots of things goin through my head bout that one.... dont know what to tell ya.... cuz i dont know what those episodes are really from.... but... i dunno... im starting to think evan was right about sumthin.... like... if u never knew about that happening with me... would you have had one like that? things sometimes happen like that with me from other ppl doing things... like i had started cutting again during the school year after i had been told that someone else was doing it... it kinda reminded me of that option... but i dunno... sometime id like you to describe what the episode was like.... because with things like my complexes... some ppl have said that they've had them like mine... and when it came down to it... they weren't at all like mine... (because mine was like my little episode at our sleepover... except a lot more than that if u can believe it... and thats kinda how i feel about that little episode thingy...) All and all.... my advice... take a while to find who you are... its what i did a long time ago... probly like last summer... in everything, your style, your music, your ideas, your identity... find what is you and originally you and try not to be influenced by anything or anyone... when you can do that you will be stronger to get through what you have been going through.
~Julie

"Sometimes it takes us to the bottom of our misery to understand the truth..."
~Gustav Havel - existentialist