Oh yeah, there is that, you are so right. I memorize things that I delete so after a few days I would just go and get it back again. I had this problem with that girl I was speaking of, I had some photos of her on my computer (nothing funny, just normal face pics/selfies, that kind of thing) and I would keep them in a special folder. I would open them just before going to sleep and switching off my PC, and then I would begin to cry about not being able to speak with her and only having pictures of her. I would then realize that was not healthy, delete the pictures and I would go say a month without it, but I know exactly where to download them again, and then I would go and get them again and make a new folder again, and the whole process repeats. At least I can't do that with her number though, I deleted it before I memorized it, so now I can't remember it and the only way we'll talk is if she phones me one day, which I don't think she ever will . Sometimes I wish she will text me or phone me. It's been two years.