I'm sorry that you are going through this pawn. I think your BP symptoms have greatly interfered with your marriage. You went through quite a bad hypo episode and really clouded your judgement as it does with all of us.
I was very concerned when you started posting about having a mistress and was worried that it might come to this. Perhaps you should seek marriage counceling as well as ramping your own personal counceling as well.
I can say from personal experience that hypo episodes can be a marriage killer. Due to extra marital affairs my marriage ended as well. I sympathize with you.
My thoughts are with you pawn
