I vented and whined to my mom every night, I live away from home. She is the only one that listens to me, and the only one I feel like talking to. When I talk to her, I realized that all my 'depressed talk' is making her depressed too, so I have decided not to reach out to her for comfort anymore.

It's been over 3 days, she hasn't called me either, I just hope she's happy, maybe I should just keep my misery to myself, that way, there is one less depressed person.

I'm not doing any better, but I'd be happy if she gets the impression that I'm happier and don't need her for comfort anymore. I do miss her, but I don't want to stress her out.