so sadly most of my anger for the last few days has been caused by my boyfriend I do love him...but as of lately I have just been angry at him.

i got increase in hours at my work place going from 10 hours to now 30 and they are going to keep me at this amount of hours....which I am really happy about and I am trying to work really hard to let these people know I aprechiate what they are offering me...
and that if they do let me have more hours I am going to work really hard to earn those hours.

and I have been doing a good job with that.....but I am also still looking for another job on the side. Cause well to be frankly honest......I have too many debts and I want to have enough money that I could start helping out with my side of the household bills while i live at home with my mom but get me to a place where I could.....do this and have a place of my own too.

so I am doing all that, and i am picking up odds and end jobs. on the side to help out as well.

but now not only am I dealing all that at home....when I come home the house hardly is that real clean....lol or it can small poorly. My basement bathroom has this horrid oder in it....and I have tried all kinds of things.
and it keeps smelling badly.

I love my boyfriend to death but he has a real bad tendacy of not being very tidy he will pee in the toilet and not flush it.....and just leave it there if it does not cross his mind...and I think that's half the reason why the bathroom down stairs smells badly.

if he brings home he does not pick up after the things he brings home

since I have been working more hours I am more tired then I usually am...when i come home...and coming home to what I am is not a fun thing for me to do.

it upsets me a lot and I get really angry at him cause I have brought this up to him several times and he just does not listen to me.

i hate this feeling of of work myself to the bone at work and then coming home to a house that is not very tidy and even when I do clean it.....it doesn't really feel like it matters that I put in time to clean it....since the chances of it actually staying clean are fairly not so big.