I can tell that's what is going on. A guy contacted me at work. He works in the employee relations part of my company. Kindda freaking out not like bad but anxious. Frustration raising. After the issues I had a few weeks ago, I'm not sure I should have talked, but I couldn't stop. I'm really thinking I should just quit no matter the consequences. I want to go so I can have fun and enjoy my weekend. I wish I could make up my mind what to do. I'm paranoid that my boss is going to fire me. That people are talking about me when I walk up. And they all hate me. I'm not going to get my job done and that'll be the end of my job. How do I stop this? They are consuming me.
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PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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